“… *inhale* my depression’s at an all time high because i broke up with Darcy because i wasn’t feeling the love i once was, everyday is constant battle not to fall back into my old drinking habit which is worsened by the depression. i’m constantly terrified that everyone i know is going to leave me because Daniel left without saying anything, Jen died and i barely got to know her, the socks left me for gods knows what fucking reason.” (1/?)

“back when we were together, Darcy would cheat on me, two of my kids
arn’t even mine! i’ve been mentally and physically scarred more time
then i can count due to years of abuse from from parents and the waking
nightmare in my head that i’m forced to deal with. i’ve died more times
then i can even remember at this point. i’m carrying around the guilt of
literally fucking killing someone! and robbing two goddamn stores and
stealing two car for no other reason then i was bored!!” (2/?)

“and all the fucking while, Tenebris is reminding what a horrible person
i am. i can’t even sleep to get away from everything because i have
terrible nightmares of my past and i’ve been to terrified to tell anyone
but i’m to tired and probably delirious from not eating for almost
three fucking months to even fucking care anymore” it’s fucked (3/3)
       
    

I… think I heard some of that. Though I don’t know who Tenebris is or… anything. *sighs*…

I’m a pretty fucking awful pseudo-parent, aren’t I?