HHey Max? Buddy? You okay? @dedmaxsearchhistory
*he’s just staring up at the sky* yeah, i guess..
Is there anything I can do for you, Max?
*he goes quiet for a moment* ..no, not that i can think of anyway..
You sure? I could take you out to get ice cream or something…
.. i can’t actually eat ice cream, just makes me sick *he puts his hands under his head*
Oh. Well maybe some smoothies or something? I just… I wanna help you out, Max. See if you’re okay…
well i’m not currently crying, so i have that going for me *he glances at Carlos*
Want to talk about what happened…?
*he frowns slightly* i.. i don’t know…
Okay… that’s okay. If you need anything at all, Max, let me know…
… *he sighs softly, looking up again* life’s fucked up.. and i’m getting tired of it..
I… I’m sorry, Max. I’m sorry that it’s hard.
*he sits up, hugging his knees to his chest* ….
*Carlos sat down next to him. He was quiet as he wasn’t sure about what to do for Max.
.. maybe i’m just cursed… maybe i am just a horribl person that pushes people away…
You’re not a horrible person, Max. You’re just a kid… you’re too young to be put in camps like ‘horrible’.
yeah, but i’m in a camp that’s pretty horrible *he chuckles weakly*
doesn’t change all the horrible stuff i did though..*laughs a bit in response. He hadn’t realized his own joke actually.* What I meant is you still have time to be a better person, you know? Be someone that you know you can be.
… i don’t know if i can even be someone anymore..
…. What do you mean, Max?
i mean look at me! i can’t eat anything unless it’s raw meat, i can’t go anywhere without freaking people out with all my fucking scars.. i don’t even know if i can still grow like a normal person!
I… I’m not sure what to say to some of that, Max. I don’t know if you can grow up either. But… you can still learn mentally, right?
i guess.. *he hugs his knees again*
Do… do you want a hug, Max?
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