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♪: What factors and events shaped how your muse views sex and
sexual matters? Were they influenced by other people or did their own
experiences shape their view of it?

Some of Carlos’ main experiences happened in Senior year of high school and the early years of college. In High School he and a friend Ralphie Tennelli decided to try to see how it was to sleep with guys. Ralphie didn’t like it. But Carlos did. They never talk about it.

Between high school and college Carlos and Wanda Li dated for a bit. But while they were friends growing up, Wanda was a little too critical for Carlos so he broke it off. She wasn’t a fan of his commentary for just about everything, not just in the bedroom.

Then when college started he tried dating Dorothy Anne Rourke since they’d had a mutual crush since childhood. But Dorothy was very concerned with her books and her research, and Carlos had his own school work to focus on. Since both of them were going for high-intellect careers and their schooling was important they mutually agreed that it wasn’t working and broke up. Carlos wished circumstances were better for them, or that they might have waited before going to school to try dating each other first, but it didn’t happen. He regrets that they couldn’t try harder and he misses her, but he’s not gonna say so – he has no idea if D.A. feels the same because she just dove into her school work and he hardly ever got a chance to hang out with her again.

Since college, Carlos has tried to date a couple times but his work got in the way so he gave up trying until he felt like his work didn’t make him so busy. That hasn’t really happened.