i just…….. i want to be okay again… i want to not have to do things secretly…. i want time to think that wont end up in me hating myself… i want a hug… i want to be fine… im fucking sobbing and i hate myself for it… its irrational…

((just because the reason for the pain doesn’t make sense to your logical-thinking mind, it doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt.

It might be hard to understand at this point in time, but you have to remember that you will be okay again. I promise you will. It’s okay to cry it out and be angry because that’s how your emotions sometimes need to be processed

Make sure to drink water – it’ll help you not feel so yucky while this is all going on.

Remember, it’s also okay to start feeling better. If you start to lighten up, don’t feel bad about it.

I hope this helps, I really do.