i feel awful because i know i’m a horrible person, i’m tired of pretending i’m anything else, why did i let it go this far, why’d i let myself rope you into my emotional mess, i don’t deserve it i know that and yet here i am again… -late night anon

((I want to tell you that you’re not a horrible person. I’m answering you on my own, not because you’re making me I promise.

Did you get some ice? Do you need a number to talk to a professional right now?

I’m asking how bad this one is because I’m worried about you. Again, it’s my own choice to worry about you.