(( Hey… its me again… my guardian went off to work about 30 minutes ago and I just texted them that i’m not feeling well… I still feel bad tho, I know they won’t yell at me but I still feel like such a disappointment.. mostly because I already missed the entire last week and monday…. – 3 ))

((I know that this will sound weird, but you’re not lying by saying you’re not feeling well. I still think you should talk to your school counselor about why you don’t feel like going to school, but since it has gone on for a week I also wonder if you need to see your doctor.

I want you to know that I understand  how difficult school can be sometimes – especially when you’re under-medicated as was my case. That’s why I think you should see a doctor and see if your brain is lacking in some important chemicals.

You’re not a disappointment – you’re just unwell, and that’s not your fault. Maybe during the day you can try to get in touch with your school counselor on the phone? I mean, if school is hard to go to at this point, then this might be easier.

I hope this helps, I really do. I want you to take care of yourself, okay?