No, don’t be sorry. It’s okay, I promise. You needed to let it out and I understand that.
Honestly, I don’t know much about eating disorders so I’m afraid there is not much in the way of advice that I can give, if you need any. But I do know that It’s not your fault. Your mental health is not your fault. And it may take time, I’d like you to remind yourself of that as often as you can.
Again, you’re okay. I’m glad that you felt safe enough to talk to me.