((I’m sorry that I haven’t been very active lately. There just… hasn’t been much for me to respond to in-character here.

Maybe I’m not looking hard enough for places for me to jump in in-character, but I just haven’t been feeling a lot of ask memes/ice breakers either because I worry that it maybe just isn’t ‘right‘ for our characters.

I do have open threads, but as far as I know it’s not my turn. I have been waiting on some of them for a bit, admittedly, but I have really just stopped asking after them because usually people are busy. Which is fine and all, it really is, I’m not blaming them for that.

I just feel like I’m in a downer regarding rp on here. I don’t know how long this’ll last, if people are still interested in playing with me, or what. I do worry that some folks are just purposefully letting threads drop on me, but of course i have no evidence of this so it’s just a worry.

Point is, I’m not sure what to do or how to go forward. I want to keep playing, so much, but am I just going to be waiting around?

Again, it’s probably me not being active enough or looking for opportunity. But I have been pretty nervous, all things considered, so I haven’t been reaching out as much to start things.

At this point, I’m just planning on… waiting around and seeing what happens.

((i don’t wanna sleep just yet. I’ve been spending all day in bed doing nothing.

((*Can’t sleep anymore*