((I have some open threads with people that I really want to get back to, but it’s at the point where I’ve already nudged them about it (after a few days) but they still haven’t played. And it’s been sometimes up to a month or so.

This has happened with more than one person by the way. And I feel like I’m being snubbed because they don’t like the threads/they don’t like my play style/they think I’m annoying.

I just want to say that, if we have a thread that you aren’t feeling then I need you to let me know. If you just don’t want to play that thread anymore, then tell me. I’d much prefer to plot something new if you have an issue with a current thread.

If you don’t want to play with me anymore period, then tell me too. I can’t stand wondering if I’ve done something wrong or if you don’t like me.

I want to play with everyone. So badly! But I understand that some people may not like my character or me. But ignoring me isn’t doing me any favors. It’s just stressing me out and making me cling to hope that maybe we can play again.

Again, this isn’t just one person – there are more than one, which is why I feel like I’m doing something wrong or that I’m being annoying.

It’s not like I don’t understand things get in the way. I’m just… hurt. And that’s probably my own fault.