((I’m sorry that I haven’t been very active lately. There just… hasn’t been much for me to respond to in-character here.

Maybe I’m not looking hard enough for places for me to jump in in-character, but I just haven’t been feeling a lot of ask memes/ice breakers either because I worry that it maybe just isn’t ‘right‘ for our characters.

I do have open threads, but as far as I know it’s not my turn. I have been waiting on some of them for a bit, admittedly, but I have really just stopped asking after them because usually people are busy. Which is fine and all, it really is, I’m not blaming them for that.

I just feel like I’m in a downer regarding rp on here. I don’t know how long this’ll last, if people are still interested in playing with me, or what. I do worry that some folks are just purposefully letting threads drop on me, but of course i have no evidence of this so it’s just a worry.

Point is, I’m not sure what to do or how to go forward. I want to keep playing, so much, but am I just going to be waiting around?

Again, it’s probably me not being active enough or looking for opportunity. But I have been pretty nervous, all things considered, so I haven’t been reaching out as much to start things.

At this point, I’m just planning on… waiting around and seeing what happens.